I just thought of writing this but not expecting anyone to read it. But if you (yes you!) happen to come across this post please take the message with you. This worldly life is indeed temporary and has been made to test us whether we deserve "Syurga Allah" or not.
I just had my practical for ELISA immunoassay today (if you have enquiries regarding the BASIC protocol do email me. I'm happy to help. tiba! LOL). So during the practical I was having a hard time figuring out the control sample composition that I should use. Rasa nak nangis! stress pikiaq. On the way back to my home, deeply in my mind I was thinking, susahnya belajar! susahnya hidup! susahnya! even after my Maghrib prayer, I was sitting on the praying mat, with the same thought. Again Ya Allah, susahnya hidup ni. dakwah tu kan wajib bagi umat Islam kan. mcm mana nak sampaikan dakwah?!! mcm mana tak nak buat dosa?!! macam mana nak buat semua benda kerana Allah?! I find it difficult?!
But then a thought came across my mind.....HABES KO INGAT SYURGA ALLAH TU MURAH KE NILAINYA?! ingat senang2 boleh masuk then berbahagia la selama lama lamanya. no difficulties at all, no sadness?! cukupkah ibadah kita utk deserve all tht happiness?! So we as Muslims, whenever we wake up in the morning, just bare in mind that you need to make that day 'COUNT'! bersusah payah as much as you can dalam mencari redhaNya, beribadah la sebanyak mungkin. biar letih pon takpa because just remember dekat syurga nanti rehatla sepuas puasnya.
ha habeh takat tu lepastu terpikiaq pasai perempuan yg tidak menutup aurat secara sempurna (I am also improving myself dont worry).
banyak tengok gmbar member esp from sekolah lama, pakai selipar, tudung selepang selamba, sinting lengan lek ja. I am not excatly sure what is in their mind (unless la kalau aku pernah g interview sorang2) that makes them tak ambik berat tentang aurat sendiri. but in my opinion for those yang dah pernah terima ajaran on how to dress properly according to islam, they just want to rasa ....sempoi I guess. baru la org tk ckp minah ni bajet alim la. "aku perempuan sempoi, biasa2 ja" or maybe they are just being influenced by people surrounding them. bila tgok org sekeliling, syaitan mungkin dtg menggoda ckp "cantik kan kalau pakai cmtu" so mereka pon terikut. I dont know! you tell me. kenapa susah nak pakai stokin dan kenapa lagi susah to just even melabuhkan tudung bawah dada seperti kehendak syariat?? tell me!
